Today I learned again that I cannot always trust my friends for moral support. I swear, every time I make up a weak excuse, they never even try to make me feel better by half-heartedly agreeing with me. I mean, if my friends were feeling crappy because of something they had done poorly, I would find SOME way to cheer them up. I wouldn't LAUGH at them! Gosh! I also discovered that if I have a bit of a crush on many people, it takes the sting away from the loneliness of a love that can never be fulfilled, because my feelings are distributed equally among many, rather than exclusively on one person. I hope the person I'm angry with reads the excessively rude e-mail I wrote to them. LOL. I was so sarcastic! If only I could be like that always... Instead, I'm just my loser self. I don't even have a nickname! *sigh*

By the way, if anyone is wondering, Azrael is the angel of death who takes the soul from the body. I've always wanted a username that was meaningful to me.