Woo hoo! It's the new year! Now I'm 365.25 days closer to death than I was this time last year. I'm also ready for the 365.25 [lol] more disappointments that I will face. You'd think I would learn to enjoy life a little more. Let this be a lesson to the rest of you that feel sorry for yourselves 24/7. Thank goodness such people have not created a club. Think of the moaning, whining, and wailing that could be heard from the street. If you had more than one of me in a room, you'd wanna shoot yourself in the head! List of things I HATE:

* being on the outside of an inside joke- when will people learn that it isn't kind to have a user name, display picture, or web-site that includes inside jokes without explaining them first! That's just so mean. As if I'm not left out enough already...let's check my current friend count... *checks list* wow! zero! It's climbing, baby!
* people who haven't discovered some of the most important things about me:
- I complain constantly
- I can hold a grudge forever
- I am very capable of giving all my love to one person, but I have severe doubts that one person will ever be found
- I am pessimistic 9/10 of the time, the other 1/10 I am probably sleeping, or my eyes are taped open, my arms and legs are tied down and I am forced at gun point to watch a show with rainbows, butterflies, and happy ponies
- When I say I am okay, it definitely means I am NOT okay (or, in other words, I do the girly double talk thing ALL the time)
- My true personality only comes out when I am sugar high or on chat, where people can't actually see me
- The sarcasm never ends for me
- I have doubts about myself and my qualifications to exist as a human being on this earth as much as I am pessimistic

That's all for now about my dislikes. I will keep you posted, because the list is forever in need of an update- you haven't seen anything yet!

Now for my favorite things (a big contrast):
* rain and thunder storms
* the smell of freshly cut grass
* FOOD (esp. sweets, burgers, salads, chicken nuggets)
* sunsets/sunrises
* fields filled with flowers (although I haven't ever seen a really beautiful one in real life yet)
* thinking I am in love
* the sound of the train (perhaps my fave)
* laughter
* the purring of a cat (like a feline lol)
* my family and pets
* vacations
* shopping when someone else is buying for me, with no spending limit (only parents are naive enough to do that!)